Flash

In a moment you were with me

In a moment you were here

Blinding in intensity

Pulling me so near

I never wanted to leave you

I never wanted to go

But in another moment

I was left with only longing

A lingering sense of touch

So fragile and elusive

A memory etched in dust

a wind to carry it away

A breeze to move it on

But I cannot truly forget you

So long as I live

Like a flash

And you were gone

An agonizing cry

From deep within me was drawn

Escaping from lips

That no longer felt like mine

So numb

And distant.

AUTHORS COMMENTARY

June 3rd 2023. This was a heavy month for my poetry. It was a rough month in all. Again, this is about the loss of my children. Everything in my world was consumed by them when they were delivered. They were the everything before me. And then... they were gone.

And it broke me.

And I don't know what else to say.

An example of free verse. These usually crop up when I'm feeling particularly raw emotionally.